Hello There!
I've been thinking about today, and what would happen to Conrad Murray. I was so interested in everything and the first thing I did when I got home from school was turn on my television. The screen showed "FOUR YEARS IN JAIL" and I knew exactly what had gone down. I have to admit when I heard the verdict about 24 days ago live, I indeed felt a little empty inside, but a little satisfaction when the word "GUILTY" bounced around in my ears, just to make sure I was hearing right. Michael can't be brought back, but we can still spread the L-O-V-E he had for his family, friends, fans, and the world, and love him, as we do.
But when I saw that four years could possibly change into two, that's what stopped me in my tracks. Turns out it's good behavior and successfully serving time, plus time already served. So, if you have four years and you serve time, 4/2=2. But who knows? Anything is bound to happen.
I think four years would do Murray good and I'd like to say I was outraged at the documentary, Michael Jackson and The Doctor on MSNBC. Yes, I watched that documentary, and I was balling my hands into fists at some parts, but two of the parts that made me mad was Conrad Murray saying "I do not feel guilty, because I have not done anything wrong." and the one part shot at one of the defense attorney's home, and one of them remarks something along the lines of, "What 50 year old sleeps with a baby doll? He's weird, Everything about him is weird." It pi**ed me off greatly. Now why say that? Did not Michael go through enough?
What a year 2011 has been, don't you agree??
Dearest Michael,
I love you more!!
You've really touched my heart... <3
, LyDia(;
Anyway, before I turn loose for the night, I wanted to share a poem I wrote for Michael... I wrote it on 26 November 2011. Hope you like it! It was whatever came to mind that moment.
How did you know
In the dusk-darkened room,
My soul yearns for your embrace?
How did you know
My heart yearns for your love
When I feel alone?
How did you know
I reach out for your hand
Through my busy, rainy days?
How did you know
I feel your arms hold me close
Even now?
I feel you all around me.
I should be the one bowing.
Not you.
In my feeling,
I should be the one bowing to you,
Not you bowing to me.
Did I dream like you?
My fears twisting every dream I have started to dream
Starting with the day my fears became very much so.
It hasn't happened, and I don't want it to.
One day,
It would rain sunflowers
With petals radiant as the sun.
It would snow diamonds
With glistening reflections
Of our happy moments.
It would color the sky star lily pink
Which would mark the end of the day
And in your arms, in the Giving Tree, I fall asleep.
I Know
One Day
We'll Fly
Across Skies
Beyond This
Moment Of
Now.
Eternal.
Forever.
Infinity.
It's Like
You're There
Inside My
Heart.
We're
Inseperable
Nothing Will
Tear Us
Apart.
Someday,
When Everything
Else Seems
Dark, We've
All Got
Each Other
To Hold
As One
Big Happy
Family.
I
Love
You
More.
I Love
Those Four
Words In
A Sentence
Together.
And
I
End
Here.
I'll
See
You
There.
(This picture is ADORABLE!! Makes me wanna just cuddle up beside him... :3)
(PS: I know you feel the same way 
. Don't be shy, I know it!)
-LyDia(;
